detox crawl ... jeza mi je

sleep
spin
sleep
spin
electric ants marching
marching
marching up my spine

sleep
toss
cringe
shiver
cringe
sweat
fetal position
w/ snakes in my stomache
snakes in my head
snakes

sleep
vomit
sleep
pain
my phantom lung stains
strains to find
the dragons return

but
there's
no straw
no straw
no straw long enough
to sip up these
these uncontrollable tears

numb
no longer
emotional landslide
crashing
crashing
crashing against myself
again